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Question:
I am very worried because of these illnesses. My mind remains blocked all the
time. If I talk to someone or someone talks to me, I start feeling dizzy and
become nervous. Then I do not understand what response I should give to what is
being said. I feel like sitting silently. Fear and anxiety have settled in my
heart, mind, and thoughts. I do not find peace at any time. My entire body
keeps trembling all the time.
My ability to
tolerate things has also diminished. Even a minor matter causes my heart to
start beating rapidly. I remain anxious all the time. Day by day, I am becoming
weaker. My bones have become weak. My body feels hollow from within. I cannot
do any work. Even doing a little work makes me tired and causes severe anxiety.
Sometimes I feel as if my heart is trembling from within, and with the movement
of my heart, my whole body also trembles. If I place a scarf or something on my
head, it also moves vigorously. I lose awareness of what I should do.
Now I have started
hating my life. It feels as if I have lost all sensitivity within
myself—neither happiness nor sorrow, neither desire for anything nor interest;
no emotion remains. I think that I have become a coward and have fallen in my
own eyes. If I do a task that requires a little thinking, I develop a headache.
If any guest arrives, I do not feel happy; rather, I become anxious. I lose my
senses. I do not even feel hungry. In the presence of guests, I cannot do any
work.
Some doctors say it
is nervous weakness, while some say it is depression. I am tired of receiving
treatment from doctors and physicians; nothing makes any difference. I even
feel afraid to go into the light. I have no courage or strength at all. Even a
small matter makes my heart and chest tremble. Some doctors say that my mind is
disturbed; when it becomes better, strength will automatically return to my
body, but treatment has not made any difference.
For three and a half
years, I have been confined to my home. When I go outside, my fear increases.
For Allah’s sake, please treat me. I wish that once again happiness may fill my
heart, and I may become healthy. I will pray for you throughout my life.
Answer:
Whenever you drink water, a beverage, or tea, recite (اَلرَّضَاعَتْ عَمَا نَوِیْلُ) once over
it, blow upon it, and then drink it. Along with this, eat one spoonful of honey
three times a day.